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I imagined it all in a moment,
the collapse of all structure
and reason and emotion
no longer
flowing.

It was no longer behaving as it was supposed to,
ought to.
And it was my fault
for being over-zealous,
love-struck, unknowing for
years. I had spent time to build
to slave away and create the proper me.

Yet all in a moment,
I failed.
I gave way to impulse
whereas before I had so painstakingly held it back.
I gave way to my values
whereas before I had so ardently championed it.
I gave way,
and gave in.
But still my fault remains.
Another mark upon my time.

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